Sunday, November 25, 2018

Of counsel and commandments


Some times people get a feeling that the counsel that they get from leadership in the church is something that will have to be obeyed or their eternal salvation will be at risk. 

The commandments of God are those things that have eternal consequences. They are well spelled out in the scriptures. To start with these are the Ten Commandments. To these we add those ordinances and covenants that are available to members of the church such as baptism and the temple covenants. 

Counsel is given from time to time for the mortal or temporal convenience of members of the church; such as having a years supply of food and money. Staying out of debt, raising a garden, getting immunizations, obtaining an education, having a large family and other individual counsel from priesthood leaders. 

Not every member of the church is in a position to have a year’s supply of food, but it would come in handy in an emergency. We are asked to be wise and the counsel is given for our temporal benefit. In addition avoiding debt for luxury items believed to be necessary will make for peace of mind. 

Temporal counsel is given for us and applies to our mortal existence. It will make our life here on earth easier and perhaps less stressful. If we are not able to take advantage of the counsel, our eternal reward will not be compromised. 

Let me give you an example. One that comes to mind is one from the scriptures. A rich young man came to the Savior and asked a question about what he needed to do to obtain eternal life. The Savior replied by rehearsing the commandments. The young man replied that he had fulfilled those requirements. Christ then offered him an opportunity to give up his riches and follow him into the ministry. 

The young rich man went away sorrowing because he could not part with the temporal or worldly things. 

He will receive his eternal reward but he missed the opportunity to be a disciple of Christ and be close to Him. He did not realize that this was worth more than all the money and worldly goods that he possessed. 

It is my counsel to you to keep the commandments and then endeavor to obey the counsel from the prophets.  If you do you will save yourselves some grief and perhaps your life.

Love,

Grandpa

The Door to Heaven



Some years ago we took a trip to England and visited Wales. We had read in our family history that Jane Butler Stucki had come from St. Brides and that there was a castle there that originally belonged to the family. 

I wrote to the city clerk of St. Brides and he referred me to Stanley Bevan, the town historian. His address was Avoca, St. Brides, Wales. 

When we arrived there we found that the houses had no numbers as we have in America or Germany. They name their houses there in the village.  The village was so small that every one knew where Avoca was.

When we bought our home in North Salt Lake I wanted to dedicate the house like they dedicated the meetinghouses and temples in the church. I also wanted to give it a name like they do in St. Brides. 

We held a dedicatory service and I offered the dedicatory prayer and gave the house a name. 

The first area that I labored in on my mission was Himmelstür in the city of Hildesheim. That translates to the door to heaven in English. 

I thought that this was an appropriate name because the home is really the door to heaven if the inhabitants therein keep the commandments of God and love each other.  They will then be worthy to enter the House of the Lord and receive the covenants that will enable them to enter into the presence of the Lord. 

I had a small sign made to place in a conspicuous place in front of our home; 263 Himmelstür. This was to remind me that when I enter our home it truly should be the door to heaven. 





Sunday, November 4, 2018

Thoughts on Agency




I found some 5 ¼ inch floppy disks in my storage.  I did not have a computer with a drive that would allow me to read what was on the disks.  I took all 60 of them down to the family history library and they transferred them to a flash drive for me.  The following document was dated 1 June 1993.  It was written to a friend whose child had gone astray and had caused them an undue amount of personal sorrow. 



Dear Friend,
 

I am writing to you to let you know that I too, am concerned about the sorrow that has come into your life.  I have had time to contemplate on this and other experiences that have come into the lives of people that I love and respect.  It is difficult when a child exercises the agency that is theirs and makes decisions that bring their parents and those who love them pain and suffering.  

I remarked to my wife the other day that you certainly did not deserve to be treated in such a way.  We don't deserve to be treated that way, but children in the exercise of their agency may bring to their parents agony and grief that is really not understood by them or by those who know them.  As I have pondered about this I have come to the conclusion that the first problem is a lack of respect for the role of the parent.

 We have a really egocentric society that teaches self-indulgence and lack of self-discipline.  It is hammered at us throughout the mass media and is taught and fostered in the school system and in the peer group.  There are few examples of self-control to be seen and in reality there is little said by the church at a local level.  


We have become so materialistic in our society that we have little respect for people who do not exercise self-indulgence with the rest of us.  Children are so oriented that they have a hard time sharing one with another and giving of themselves to another person's benefit. We are so accustomed to instant gratification of our pleasures and appetites that we find it difficult to accept that we should bend our will to that of another person, particularly someone with delegated authority.


As a comment on our society and its lack of self-control I have been taken with the preponderance of gluttony that we exhibit.  Convenience Stores sell large containers with straws and encourage us to drink as much as we want and carry it around with us so that we can satisfy our appetite at our whim.  When I was growing up it was considered ill mannered to eat or drink in the presence of others and not offer to share the entire thing with them.  Now we encourage people to be selfish and uncaring if it satisfies their appetite.  The attack on self-control is so subtle that it is in every day living. 



We expect instant resolution to our problems and demand that if there is any injustice that the government solve the problem for us so that we don't have to deal with any unpleasantness.  We are so afraid of failure and insecurity that we would fain sell our birthright for a mess of potage, but condemn Esau for doing the same. 

It is in this atmosphere that our children are growing up and gaining their values in spite of what we teach them to the contrary.  It would take a full-blown Madison Avenue approach to change the direction that we are taking and I am doubtful that it would be effective now.  Many of our young men are being kept from the destiny to which they were commissioned because they have not learned to be more concerned with what the Lord has asked them to do than they are with their own feelings and desires.


 In less affluent times the children had to rely on their parents for their very existence and thus there was a bond built into the family that they knew there were not alone and the love was tangible and manifest in the care that they received, for their food, clothing and shelter were at the discretion of the parents and survival depended upon the family staying close as a unit.  We were more interested in having clothes to wear rather than Calvin Klein or Liz Claybourne.  This has had the effect of isolating the children from their parents.  


Once the child feels isolated and lonely and misunderstood it is easier for Satan to replace the true affection and love of a parent with the false love of the world.  Thus the lonely and unwary are led to accept the things of the world and the false sense of security that it gives, until they are entrapped by the evil one.  When the child feels that his parents represent a hindrance rather than a help they loose the faith and understanding that the parents represent the shepherd to keep the wolves away from the flock.

Once the breech occurs it is difficult to reestablish the sense of trust that previously was there.  The child realizing that he or she has made a mistake then is usually too proud to admit that.  Thus the breech remains, and any effort that is made by the parents is seen as an intrusion into the privacy rather than an effort at reconciliation.  The pattern for the parents is to keep up an effort in spite of the rejection of the child.  This is much like a continual effort to self-mutilation, because the pain experienced by the parent is renewed at each encounter and instead of receiving a resolution of the agony it is only prolonged.  We want so much to have the resolution of the dominant seventh cord to make the music sound right but it continues enough to keep us on edge.



Time does have a dimming or numbing effect.  As time passes the acute pain is no longer there, but a great and overwhelming sense of failure initially seems to pervade the thoughts of the parent.  It swells and breaks like the waves of the sea against the rocks of the shore.  At times a relentless pounding and crashing and at others, a pressure of surging that cannot be ignored.  I would compare this to the feeling that one experiences at the death of a loved one.  In a sense it is a spiritual death and I can understand why in some cultures, i.e. Jewish, the family would prefer to treat them as if they were dead, because it is much less painful and preferable than to have the constant feelings of frustration, loss of self esteem, isolation, failure, and sorrow for the lost child. 



In a sense we have lost our innocence in the world and unwillingly been forced to become part of it, without being adequately prepared to deal with the issues at hand.  We could not precisely know what exquisite pain that we would feel, the lump in the pit of our stomach, the lack of sleep to lay like a warm and comforting blanket over our tortured soul, the darts of our self recrimination wondering what we could have done to avert what has transpired in our lives.   We cannot in good faith say a Kaddish and let the matter pass out of our lives as a bad dream.  The greater our faith and knowledge of the gospel are, the more we know that we must open the door of our hearts, if only to have them crushed again by unthinking, un-understanding, inconsiderate people or children.


In our zeal to right the wrong and make sure that we had done all that was possible to repair the damage that was done we sometimes become super righteous and bear down in pure testimony on the child thinking that we will, by so doing, wash our garments clean of the blood that we feel stains them and us. The time for teaching and training is long since past and the child now marches to the beat of a distant different drummer. 



What are we then to do?  We would like to think that the principles of the gospel, if properly presented, would turn the child in the path and bring them around to embrace again the Savior again to sing the song of redeeming love, with the loving arms of parents around them to help them on their way.


As I have pondered the scriptures in this regard, I have gained some insight into the problem by reading the story of the prodigal son.  The same scenario exists, the child leaves the family, but the father does not go out to tell the child where he has strayed and preach to him.  He knows that this is to no avail.  He waits patiently and then seeing him afar off, runs to meet him.  There awaits for the repentant child the tokens of, a ring, a best robe, shoes for his feet and a fatted calf,  “For this my son was dead and is alive again. He was lost and is found.”



The prodigal son has to come back, not on his own terms, but the terms of the father.  Not terms that demean, but are understood by both parties, for it goes without saying, that the principles were taught and understood by both participants in the past.  Elder Maxwell has said that we need to make the home such a sweet place that when the children taste of the world they will find it bitter and return, because they discern the difference.  

 

I wonder why there seems to be more of this going on in our day than in the past.  As I contemplate the past I know that there were some families that were touched by such sorrow, but I don't remember that so many stalwart couples have had this same experience.  I am convinced that it is because of the worldly experience that we are forced to participate in.  I watch the television and see how the philosophy of men is taught and repeated until we think that this is the norm.

These are the thoughts of a concerned and loving grandfather.  

Sunday, September 30, 2018

Airing dirty laundry




When I was growing up we did not have clothes dryers. When the clothes were washed in a tub or a washing machine or a lake or stream then they were hung out to dry on a fence or a rock or a tree branch or a clothesline or a rack indoors. 



People wanted to show how white their sheets and other items were to the neighbors who might see the wash hanging on the clothesline. Most prudent housekeepers would hang the lingerie and other underwear in between the sheets so they would not be seen by the neighbors. 



No one would be caught hanging out dirty laundry. It was not proper and showed a lack of propriety and respect. 



Now we use the term in a different sense. We refer to exposing errors and improprieties in an individual’s behavior as airing dirty laundry. 



There is a lot of that going on right now. Almost every day in the news or on social media someone feels like they need to tell some juicy bit of gossip or reveal a person's past errors or indiscretions. 



Well meaning people even reveal things about family members that are better off left unsaid. We have had to listen to sacrament talks where the speaker told about their child's sexual behavior. I could have gone an eternity without that information. Recently a father called a news conference and revealed his daughter's moral problems for everyone to be privy to. 



One of my favorite quotes from one of our favorite movies, ‘Bridge of Spies’ is "Would it help?” 



It also is very similar to a reply to me from Elder Boyd K. Packer. When I was stake president a member came to me to confess a transgression that happened prior to their marriage. They wanted to know if they needed to tell their spouse. I was unsure as to what to tell them. In those days we did not have the organization that exists in the church today. I called the church office building and asked to speak to a general authority. They put me through to Elder Packer. I explained the situation and he said, “What good would it do?"



Airing dirty laundry does not do any good and does not help. It is not proper and shows a lack of propriety and respect. 

Love,

Grandpa


Friday, September 7, 2018

The story of the atropine rabbit


Why this post?

My wife Alice goes on Facebook on her iPad.  She just noted that our long time friends Helen and Ronald Hall just celebrated their 60th wedding anniversary. We got married the same year. She congratulated them with a post and mentioned the atropine rabbit.

This is the story.

This happened the second year that I was in medical school and we were studying pharmacology.

We had moved from our apartment on University Avenue to 419 Beta Street in Stadium Village, the married student housing at the University of Utah. We had some friends who were with us in Bishop Oscar McConkie’s ward when we live in Mrs. Cora Balliff’s basement at 240 University Street.
They were Helen and Ronald Hall. They also wanted to move to Stadium Village. We invited them to come and look at our apartment. 

One day I was in the laboratory in pharmacology. We were doing an experiment to demonstrate the effects of atropine. We were using a rabbit as the experimental animal. We anesthetized the rabbit with ether and performed the experiment and got the desired results. Then we had to decide what to do with the rabbit. It had its abdomen open and so needed to be sacrificed. As medical students we were always looking for a free meal. I don’t remember how I got the rabbit, but I think I won it from my lab partners. I dressed it out, skinned it and took it home for us to eat. 

I had raised rabbits and slaughtered them and sold them to Safeway when I was living at home in Lander, so I was well acquainted with the process. 

We had invited the Halls to dinner and to look at our apartment. We told them that the rabbit had been the recipient of an injection of atropine and asked them if they had any hesitation about eating the rabbit. Helen was a nurse and she said that she was not afraid of the atropine and would eat rabbit with us. 

I cut up the rabbit as I had done before and Alice fried it. I looked appetizing. 

Then we tasted the rabbit. It was inedible. The ether used to put our rabbit to sleep had permeated all the fat cells in the animal. We felt sheepish to say the least. The meal was a disaster. 

Fortunately that did not dampen our friendship. We have been almost like family. We have tended each other's children, exchanged emails and visited from time to time. 

Although we have been known as food snobs. This shows that friendship trumps a memorable meal. 



Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Of sixes and sevens


 You may think that this is a strange title for an essay and it probably is.  If you were to look this up on the Internet you would find that it is used to describe indecisiveness. This Blog is not about indecisiveness.  It is about a scripture and its application to our lives today. This scripture is hidden away in a book in the Old Testament that most people do not even read today.  It is still applicable to the situations we face today. For your reference it is found in the 6th chapter of the book of Proverbs.


16 These six things doth the Lord hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him:

17 (1) A proud look, (2) a lying tongue, and (3) hands that shed innocent blood,

18  (4) An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, (5) feet that be swift in running to mischief.

19 (6) A false witness that speaketh lies, and (7) he that soweth discord among brethren.



I would like to address the seventh; sowing discord among brethren.  To me this means sowing discord among the members of the church and others if we consider all men to be our brothers and sisters.  Not just men, but also women and children. 



We seem to be having a lot of this recently, but it is not new.  It has happened from the beginning of the restoration and will continue to escalate.  I now raise a warning voice to my posterity, “Hüte Dich” as the Germans would say.  In English that is protect yourselves.



As you know I answer the phone in the missionary department. There have been a number of calls from people about immunizations.  There is a growing body of opposition to vaccines and this has permeated into members of the church.  I recently received a link to an open letter to the First Presidency posted on a Blog and widely distributed through social media urging members of the church to write to the First Presidency in opposition to their urging people to receive vaccines.  This individual is very crafty and persuasive in his arguments (much like Korihor in the Book of Mormon).  He does not believe that the Lord is in charge. He is sowing discord.



There is recent publicity of a former bishop going on a hunger strike to force the church to change its policy about bishops doing their sacred duty to strengthen and fortify the youth of the church.  He states that people should not join the church until the church changes the policy to fit with his ideas. He is sowing discord.



There are women demonstrating at general conference because some sisters have decided that it is time for them to receive the priesthood. They sow discord.



There are others as well, probably too numerous to mention, so I will not.



This is not a new problem so perhaps a citation from my personal history will serve to illustrate the point.


“We had a brother who caused us a great deal of concern. I am sure that he caused the Lord some moments as well. There existed at the time a movement in the political arena, a rather conservative group, called the John Birch Society. A few members of the stake belonged to this group and I was oft accused of being a member, which was news to me. From this arch-conservative group of members came forth the idea of advocating the nonpayment of taxes. These people went around the country and convinced many to join them in their nonpayment of taxes. I will not go into their arguments because they are ridiculous. One such brother caught the spirit of these people and it so possessed him that he began to extended this to all phases of his life. He would over park and not pay his parking tickets. He failed to charge or pay sales tax to the State on his business income. He failed to file income tax returns and found himself in court. The court attached his bank account and got the money due the State. He was constantly in court fighting various legal battles and always acting as his own attorney. I collected a 1-inch thick file of newspaper clippings about his various escapades. We finally, after private council with him, called a High Council court to give him counsel. He did not take kindly to it and continued in his course. We then called him in and disfellowshipped him. He appealed the case to the First Presidency and no one knew what his status was. I was of the opinion that since he was appealing the case that the decision was set aside until the appeal was acted upon. He felt that he would get to plead his case before the president of the church. He was given his chance to air his complaints before a special court held at stake conference time when a member of the Council of the Twelve was assigned to visit our stake conference.



Elder Marvin J. Ashton was to come representing the First Presidency. He said that in order to maintain an attitude of complete neutrality in the affair he would stay in Riverton at a motel. We met together and presented the case and when it was all finished we reinstated him in full fellowship in the church. His attitude had changed enough that it was possible. He was later given a temple recommend, but continued to have problems and eventually I heard that he was sent to prison for nonpayment of taxes.



Some years later I gave his son a physical examination to go on a mission and was informed that his father was now in full fellowship in the church and had started again to pay taxes and be a good citizen.



I find that many of the people go off on a tangent and get off the path. Brigham Young says that the devil will lead people off the path anyway he can and when this spirit occupies the man he is easily deluded into justifying his position and will not understand when he has been told that he is off the way.



Many try to ‘steady the ark’ and die spiritually as the man in the Old Testament died physically when he tried to steady the Ark of the Covenant.”

If we believe that this is the Lord’s church, then why do we not let the Lord take care of his church?  It is the Church of Jesus Christ.  Do we not believe he can do his own work without the help of puny man? 



I testify that the Lord is indeed in charge and knows the end from the beginning.  He is over this work.  He knows what to do and will guide us through his chosen servants. We must really believe and act according to the Primary song; “Follow the prophet, he knows the way.” We do not need to counsel the prophet. That is the Lord’s prerogative.


Friday, July 20, 2018

Caesar Salad and me




The reason for this post
 
Last Tuesday evening we were invited to a potluck dinner in honor of our neighbors across the street that were moving. My distant cousin Barbara Dorius and her husband hosted the dinner.  We were asked to bring something to the dinner. We consulted with each other and decided that we would bring a Caesar salad. It is my wife’s favorite salad and we have it often for Sunday dinner.  We both make the salad, but I have been doing it recently.  It is really easy and fast to prepare.  I had a limited amount of time to make something, because I am at the Church Office Building until 5:00 on Tuesday and the dinner was scheduled for 6:00.

During the dinner our good friend and neighbor Ron Barney commented on the salad and asked who had prepared it. He asked if my wife made it and she told him I did. He said that he really liked it. I was flattered. I decided to share this recipe with him because he was so complimentary. This is for Ron and for my grandchildren and children.

The history

I had read somewhere that this salad was first invented in Mexico and the Internet says: “This classic was invented somewhere we never would have guessed: Mexico. Legend has it that Italian-American restaurateur Caesar Cardini invented the salad in 1924 in Tijuana, Mexico. According to The Telegraph, Cardini owned a restaurant in the tourist destination to “attract Americans frustrated by Prohibition.”

There are disputes about this but that is beside the point. We like it.  Our history of the consumption of this salad is as follows.  The order does not matter, but the facts are these:  We have eaten it at home prepared from the recipe that will follow.  We ate it at the Old Baldy club in Saratoga, Wyoming.  This is a private club and was originally built and established in the early 1970s by George Storer from Chicago, the late tycoon who made a fortune pioneering cable television through his Storer Broadcasting Corp., Old Baldy is probably the biggest source of revenue in the Platte Valley, where farmers, ranchers, loggers and miners all are fighting depressed economic conditions.

When I was on the board of directors of Blue Cross and Blue Shield of Wyoming, Art Abbey the president, had a membership to the club and we held some of our board meetings there.  I saw Bob Hope in the dining room one night.  We were having Caesar salad at one time and Art remarked that it wasn’t true Caesar salad because it did not have anchovies in it.

We went to a restaurant in Salt Lake that was in an old church building.  The waiter made the salad from scratch at our table.

We liked to go to Atlantic City, Wyoming to eat at a restaurant called Miners Delight. It was run by a couple who moved then from the Midwest.  Paul Newman (not the actor) was an advertising executive for Pontiac.  He retired and went to culinary school and then opened the restaurant on South Pass. Click Here. He used to prepare Caesar salad.
We got a cookbook entitled “The White House Cookbook” by Rene Verdon. He was the White House chef for John F. and Jacqueline Kennedy.  This is the recipe that we use.

I scanned in the three pages from the cookbook and ran OCR and copied it into Word and this is the result.
“SALADS
A GOOD SALAD properly made serves to freshen and fortify a gourmet meal. In some cases it can be made the main dish in a luncheon or even a dinner, especially in spring and summer. As has been said so truly, “Salad makes the stomach glad.”; which makes it all the more astonishing that cookbooks of a half-century ago did not even list recipes for them.
For the most part, salads are made up of vegetables, herbs, eggs, meat and fish. They are usually seasoned with salt, pepper, oil and vinegar. Some cooks substitute lemon juice for wine vinegar, but I do not especially recommend it. A wine vinegar of good quality will give a more piquant flavor to any salad. I also prefer olive oil, although any good nut or vegetable oil may be used, depending on taste.

A truly well-made salad must have vegetables of the best quality that are dry, crisp, cold and fresh. Flavor combinations must be appetizing, and enjoyment is enhanced if the color combinations are attractive to the eye. Finally, the salad dressing must be appropriate.

I have a few suggestions about creating salads--extra touches that will make even wine lovers happy. Try sprinkling garlic powder on them instead of using bits of a clove of garlic. Be delicate, always. Some people merely rub garlic on the salad bowl, but that is a matter of taste. Garlic powder permits an even distribution of flavor. Those who prefer a more zesty French dressing may add a bit of horseradish or a suggestion of Tabasco sauce.

Edges of lettuce leaves or pineapple rings will be gayer if they are dipped in paprika. You can add an extra quality to pineapple by rolling the edges in nut meats, chives or finely chopped parsley. Grated walnuts added to the dressing or sprinkled on the salad will also be enthusiastically received.

Easily prepared fruit salad toppings include shredded. cherries, chopped raisins or peanuts, and shredded coconut.

The order of things is important. When you dress salad greens with oil and vinegar, do not add the vinegar before the oil or you will discover that the oil does not cling to the wet greens and instead settles to the bottom of the bowl. First, season your salad with salt and pepper, add the oil, then the vinegar.

A touch of Roquefort cheese crumbled into French dressing adds flavor, sophistication and gives a better tone to fruit salads. Salad greens can be enhanced by adding the tender inside leaves of raw spinach. Raw cauliflower flowerets and diced avocado, which has been sprinkled with lemon juice to prevent discoloration also make a nice extra touch.

If you like your celery crisp and crackly, place it in cold water with several slices of lemon for at least an hour. Contrast in salad color can be obtained by accenting light greens with dark parsley or watercress.”

MAITRE JEAN’S CAESAR SALAD (6 servings)
salt to taste
freshly ground black pepper to taste
1 clove garlic, crushed
1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
1 1/2 tablespoons lemon juice or wine vinegar
3 1/2 tablespoons olive oil
2 bunches of romaine lettuce, washed and dried
2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese
1 can of anchovies, drained
2 eggs boiled for 1 minute
1 cup croutons (bread cubes toasted lightly in olive oil and pinch of oregano)

Preparation: Sprinkle the salt and black pepper at the bottom of a wooden salad bowl. Add the garlic and mix. Add the mustard and lemon juice or wine vinegar and mix until the salt dissolves. Add the olive oil and stir until the liquid is blended.

Wash the romaine well and dry the leaves. Tear the leaves into bite-sized pieces and add this to the salad bowl. Sprinkle the Parmesan cheese and anchovies and break the eggs over the salad. Sprinkle with the croutons and mix gently but thoroughly.

Our version

We have tweaked the recipe and this is how I prepare it. I do not like too much garlic, so I use a quarter or a half of the clove depending on the size. I slice it into small slices and then with a wooden spoon I grind it up using the salt that I grind from my salt grinder.  It is coarse salt and to the salt I add 6-7 grindings of a pepper mixture from my pepper mill that contains black, red, white and green peppercorns.  I grind and mash the garlic until there are no bits.  I then add the Dijon mustard and mix. I use Gray Poupon, but any good grade of Dijon mustard will work. I think that the olive oil should be virgin and fresh.  I use the one from Costco in the dark bottle.  Light has a tendency to oxidize the oil and it turns rancid faster, so I keep it in a dark place in my cabinet.
The vinegar that I have found to work the best is one that I buy at Caputos in downtown Salt Lake it is a Bordeaux red wine vinegar.  I have used white wine vinegar and have also tried balsamic vinegar. I prefer the Bordeaux red wine vinegar.

I mix all these ingredients together. 

Next come the eggs.  I have found that if I put the eggs in 1 inch of cold water and then put the covered pot on the stove using the highest heat and set the timer for 7 minutes that the eggs come out the way that I like them.  When the time is done place the pan in the sink and add cold water until the pan overflows and then quickly remove the eggs and crack them and using a spoon remove the white and the yolks and then with the wooden spoon dice the white into small pieces and the mix the yolk thoroughly into the dressing.  This is what takes the longest.

Parmesan cheese
I use Parmigiano Reggiano. This is imported from Italy and I buy it at Costco. It is also available at any good Italian market. I put it in the food processor and process it with the blade until it is very small. I use more than the recipe calls for.  I use at least ¼ cup depending on the size of the salad I prepare. Some people use Krafts Parmesan cheese.  It is not the same and will not give the same flavor.

Romaine lettuce
Costco has two different packages available, the larger heads and the smaller heads.  I have used both.  For the two of us I only use one head.  For the salad I prepared for the potluck dinner I used three small heads. The smaller heads have less green leaves than the larger heads.  We have bought romaine lettuce at the grocery store and these heads seem to have an abundance of dark green leaves.  I prefer the whiter leaves. We wash the leaves and put them in a salad spinner and remove most of the water and then wrap them in a dry dishtowel before breaking them into bite-sized pieces by hand.  I was taught never to cut them. To make them crisper wrap them in a dry dishtowel and put them in the refrigerator for 30-40 minutes.

We then place the prepared romaine lettuce on top of the dressing in the wooden bowl (ours is from laminated bamboo), then sprinkle the Parmesan cheese on top.

Just before serving use the salad tongs or spoon and fork and thoroughly toss the romaine lettuce to coat with the dressing and the cheese. Using the fine Parmesan cheese allows it to use the dressing to evenly coat the lettuce with the cheese so each bite has all the flavors.

Croutons
We used bakers bread for the croutons for the party.  Alice prepared them with olive oil and oregano.  We served them on the side because some of the guests have gluten intolerance.  In any case sprinkle the croutons on top of the salad after it is tossed just as it is served.  No one likes soggy croutons. My personal preference is croutons made from a French baguette or French country loaf, but I am willing to eat the others.
 
Anchovies 
We leave these out. We prefer not to add a fishy taste to our salad. As the Germans would say it's Geschmachsache or a matter of taste. 

I really don't remember ever having anchovies in any of the salads that we have eaten. 

If you get too much garlic and have dragon breath my son Clark referred us to Harold McGee’s book “On Food And Cooking”.  He states that if you want to get rid of garlic breath, eat an apple or some other fruit that contains browning enzymes.

Perhaps for desert you could have a slice of Swäbische Apfeltorte.  Ask me for the recipe. 

Enjoy your Caesar salad, we do.




 

Monday, June 25, 2018

Computers and me


                                      Computers and me
I was born before computers were invented. The first computers were housed in large rooms. When I was in college they did not have a computer at Weber College.

When I was in medical school they did not have any computers available to the students or most of the faculty. We did have a presentation in one of our classes by Dr. Homer Warner, but it was on servo systems and not really about computers.

Sinclair ZX 81



In 1980, British company Sinclair released their ZX80 computer for $199.95.
One year later, they released the new and improved ZX81. Compared to the ZX80, the ZX81 was much cheaper, at only $99.95, the first computer for under $100. The ZX81 had the same microprocessor and ran at the same speed as the ZX80, but it had a better BASIC programming language and was cheaper to produce, due to having fewer chips and a simpler design.

Although cheap and quite popular, the ZX81 was, well, cheap. The keyboard is a 'touch sensitive membrane', a flexible plastic surface with the actual switches under the surface. While easy to clean and water resistant, it was very difficult and slow to type on, because you had to press hard and very deliberately to use the tiny, closely-spaced keys. Touch-typing was impossible.

I had to assemble the computer by soldering the connections.  I also bought some expansion memory. We hooked it up to the TV for a monitor and used it mostly for games.


Commodore 64

The next computer that I had was a Commodore 64. Although it looked like an unimpressive keyboard-like box, the Commodore 64 was incredibly popular. More C64s had been sold than any other single computer system, even to this day. That's about 17 million systems, according to the Commodore 1993 Annual Report.

In a 1989 interview Sam Tramiel, then-president of Commodore, said that "When I was at Commodore we were building 400,000 C64s a month for a couple of years."

The C64's microprocessors support two high-resolution graphic modes, smooth scrolling, "sprites", bit mapping, character collision resolution and character mapped graphics, not to mention three channels of complex sound. All this make it an excellent game machine, which is what it excelled at the most, with thousands of software titles release and numerous peripherals to extend its capabilities.

Originally, the only method of storing your own data was on the proprietary Commodore Datasette recorder. It was rather slow, transferring data at only 300 baud.

A floppy drive was eventually released - the famous 1541. Famous for being very slow (serial), noisy, and prone to failure.

We used this for games.

I also bought a Commodore 128


This was a better computer, but still was not adapted to my medical practice. I wanted to be able to use a computer to do medical billing.


Computer billing out of house
I was using a pegboard system for recording the office patient visits. The account cards were then copied and sent as bills to the patient. We did this for quite some time.  I wanted to go to computer billing, because I felt that this was the wave of the future. There was a company that would do computer billing.  I had to send the information to the company and they would use their computer to generate bills. We had to the send them out to the patients.  I did not like this very well, so this never really go off the ground.  This occurred before we moved from Dr. Wilmoth's office to Capitol Hill.

Billing program from Dick Hunter's store in Riverton.
Dick Hunter was a member of the church that ran an office supply store in Riverton. It was a programmable machine, but not a personal computer. I had him program the machine and one of the office girls would key in the data and it would print out on letter size card stock which we would then copy with our Xerox copier and send out the bills that way.

Apple II plus 48k with two 137k floppy disk drives and Paper Tiger dot matrix printer $5000.


John wanted me to buy an Apple computer so that he could learn to program games. The Apple II Plus (stylized as Apple ][+) was the second model of the Apple II series of personal computers produced by Apple Computer, Inc. It was sold new from June 1979 to December 1982. I wanted to use it for my office billing. I needed a program for billing that would run on the Apple computer. I do not know how I found a medical billing program that would run on the Apple computer, but I found one from someone in California. The bills would come out on pin feed paper with all the office encounters and payments detailed on each bill.  There were adjustments that needed to be made to tailor the way I wanted the program to work for me. Since it was written in Apple basic, I was able to write some code to personalize the output. We used two floppy drives and had to insert floppy disks quite often while using the program. I later added a 5 megabyte Corvus hard disk drive and we did not have to use the floppy disks except for backup.

I wanted to be an Apple computer dealer. At that time Apple decided to limit sales only through approved dealers. This cut me out, because there were no dealers in Wyoming.

Laser 128 computers with built in floppy

The Laser 128 was a clone of the Apple II series of personal computers, first released by VTech in 1984.
As its name suggests, the $479 Laser 128 had 128 KB of RAM. Like the Apple IIc, it was a one-piece semi-portable design with a carrying handle and a single built-in 5¼-inch floppy disk drive, and used the 65C02 microprocessor. Unlike the Apple IIc, it had a numeric keypad, a Centronics printer port, and two Laser 128-only graphics modes. The Laser 128 also had a single Apple IIe-compatible expansion slot, which gave it better expansion capabilities than a IIc, but cards remained exposed; the slot was intended for an expansion chassis that provided slots compatible with the Apple's Slot 5 and Slot 7. The computer also had a separate, internal memory-expansion slot. I sold these computers and programs to run on them to schools in the area along with Epson dot matrix printers.

This company also built an IBM compatible computer and we had one of these as well and used it at home.
IBM compatible computers
I kept getting mail advertising IBM compatible computers for sale. Compac was one of the companies selling IBM compatible computers. I decided to change from an Apple to IBM computer for billing. I used a program called Medical Manager. I sold Dr. Lang a computer and the Medical Manager billing program.

Computer annex
Clark came home from his mission and did not have a job. I suggested that he sell computers and we could set up an Apple computer dealership. We called the business Computer Annex. I would run the business out of my medical office. He was to be the outside salesman. Fortunately for him he got a job at the steel mine on South Pass. I kept the business and sold computers, printers, monitors and software.  I repaired and serviced the computers.

I then needed a program to do financial records and found one that would run on an IBM compatible computer. The name of this program was Books.  It would also do some billing, so I sold the program to a few businesses in town.
Iomega drives

Most external storage was done on floppy drives.  Then external and internal hard disc drives were introduced.  A company called Iomega was selling a high-density floppy drive with interchangeable disks. Initially they were 5 ½ inch floppies and later they came in 3 ½ inch drives.  I used these drives for backup data. 


CPM operating system computers

My brother Martell and a friend built computers running CPM operating systems with and 8086 processor. They were large and fit with Iomega drives.  I sold to these and Wayne Nelson and doctor Peter Crane bought them from me.  I found a pharmacy program for Wayne and Dr. Crane wrote his own program.  CPM computers as personal computers went out of style and gave way to Microsoft operating systems.
Computers for children at college.

Since computers were becoming more accessible, I tried to furnish my children with this advantage.  They were usually small and relatively inexpensive and equipped with a word processing program.  I hoped that this would help them with their schoolwork.

Laptops


I bought my first laptop computer just before we went on our mission to Germany. I used it while I was there to do e-mail using Outlook Express, which I had installed when I first got the Internet.  My brother, Martell, introduced me to the Internet. I also was hooked up to AOL at home before I went on our mission to Germany.  While I was in Germany there was a senior missionary working in the microfilm-processing center.  He had put together a computer that was IBM compatible, so I wanted to have one computer for my wife and I would use the laptop.  I went to the same store where the other senior missionary went and got the parts and put together our desktop computer.

We have had a number of laptop computers since then.  

Pison 3C

While we were on our mission to Germany there was another AMA there who covered the Europe West Area.  His name was Dr. Homer Warner. He was a professor of medical informatics at the University of Utah before he retired. He wrote a program using Microsoft Access that would keep track of the calls that we received about the health issues of the missionaries.   He had a hand held computer called a Pison 3C.  It was manufactured in England and would sync with the desktop computer.  It had a built in word processing and a database program, which I programmed to log missionary encounters by mission and missionary.  It was 6.5x3.25 inches and 0.5 inches thick.  It was lightweight and powered by AA batteries. It synced with the desktop with a serial connection and was easy to use.

Dr. Warner wanted a new version, so I bought this from him and started using it.  It was very useful when we were on the road or out of the office. I would still use it, but all of my computers now do not have serial ports.

Palm Pilot

When we got home from our missions my children gave me a Palm Pilot for my birthday.

This I used for a while and then bought my son Phillip’s Palm Vx. I used this for notes and the GPS functions.






iPhone


The next computer that I purchased was an iPhone.  Most people do not think of this as a computer, but it really is a computer with a phone built in. I use it for the Internet, for GPS, a word processor, a voice recorder, a scanner, a camera, a database and a library. It has all the functions of what I use my laptop computer for in a small unit that fits in my shirt pocket. I also own an iPad and we have four of them, but only use two.  Alice likes hers and does Facebook and e-mail has the scriptures and church related material.

I have never had any formal instruction or training in most of the computers and programs that I use.  I probably would be better if I did. I did take an adult education class while we were living in Lander on Photoshop and took a class on a cruise that covered the Windows Live Photo program, but unless you use these on a regular basis, mastery is not achievable.

At the present time I have a very old desktop computer with maxed out memory, three laptop computers and Alice has a desktop computer. 

So in conclusion computers have been a part of my life for a number of years and will continue to be.

Love,

Grandpa